#53

Hey peeps, 

No. You think I'm strong. I think you're wrong. 

Guess what? Idk why suddenly I miss him. You know who,  my last ex. We've been together for only 2 weeks. Guhhreat right? I know. Truth to be told, I still love him. No lies, I love him so much. It's been a month since we're broke up on 28th April. My friends will be mad at me if I tell them I still love him. Amir said, he's stupid and I deserve better. Yes true, but who will fall fuck in love with me? No one. Hanis said, forget him. He's not worth it. But for me, he is. Liyana said, he's the one who dumped me and he only using me. But I don't seem to care about it yet I still love him. Silly me. 

If I keep go on like this, I think better I hang myself. Idk why I can't move on. I've tried! I've tried to love Jenal back. But I ended up hurting him. What to do la? Haih. I'm better of single. I'm such a prick. Btw, thanks for the memories even tho they weren't so great. 

3rd June 2011