#52

Hey peeps

because they will eventually leave

I have been quite a loner at school recently. Instead of walking with some friends around the school, I’d rather walk alone. But that’s okay with me because from now on, I need to stop trying please everyone else and caring so much about what other people think of me, especially at school. I was different last year, I’ve been known at my school as a sociable person who has friends by her side all the time.

But I’ve changed now. I know, I’m not the same anymore. I’ll admit it, a lot of shit got to me. And it has taught me a lot about people around me. It doesn’t matter if you have a really huge amount of friends, because the fact is, the only thing that matter is you. If you are surrounded by numerous friends but none of them are actually care about you, just leave them. Think again. They know your name, not your story. They’ve heard what you’ve done, not what you’ve been through.

Now, i distance myself from people because I know, in the end they’re only going to leave. If you’re afraid that you might be losing your friends, don’t be. Never regret anything, because at one time, it was exactly what you wanted. I have now learned tons of things from my painful past. Dear reader, always remember that you should do what you love, and fuck the rest.

I have completely changed because I have realized that I’m the only person I can depend on, only me

April 23rd 2011