#42

Hey peeps,

This is called pointless venting

I thought you were loyal, I could trust you and that honesty is your forte.

But I guess I was wrong.

Your not loyal. I can never trust you again. And honesty? Hah don’t make me laugh. I’m not stupid. I know why those questions were asked. Everyone knows that there’s a reason behind everything. A motive, a hidden desire for something or someone. But I guess being my friend isn’t a motive for you anymore huh?Well that’s okay. I learn fast.

Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me

You’ll never know that I know. Why you ask? Well it’s simple. Never let a manipulator know that you know what they’re doing. Then, they’ll change the game plan and you might fall for another trick.

And I’m not believing in you again. Oh no. But the part that pisses me off the most. Well, it’s the fact that we were friends first. We had more history. More memories. And the other part?

How fast you forgot. How fast you stopped caring. How fast you became a traitor.

Was it really that easy for you?

Friends come and friends go, we just have to learn to let them go. Well I’m learning and I will fucking let you go. But first you should know. This is permanent. No matter what happens our bond will never be the same. I used to call you a best friend. Now your just a old friend. And that smile when you smile at me as if nothing freaking changed. Well that’s fake hunny same with the nice necessities I say to you.

And one day in the not too distant future, your going to realize it. And I hope so damn bad that you’ll feel guilty, horrible but we’ll never reconnect again. So I guess all I can say now is..

G o o d b y e .

Feb 13th 2011