#32

Hey peeps, 

Do you even know how it felt when someone is talking behind your back?

I feel like I don’t know you. Do you even consider me a friend? Or am i just there. I think of you as a friend, i see you as someone i can trust and all that. But, i feel like you just don’t want me around anymore. Sure, there’s moment’s here and there that i’m like, yup we’re friends, Yet the next day, it’s like what happened? I know you don’t know it, but it hurts. And i don’t want to keep trying or pretending whatever. I can hear you by the way, like today, i know -_____- I guess i just don’t get you as well as i thought. Everything is just so forced. Who knows. Maybe it’s all in my head.

I’m not really at ease today. This is because there are times when i am heartless to a bit, don’t even care what my friends say or anything they opt to tease me, i just don’t give a damn at all. Okay..this is all because of an old friend who used to like me once a ago. We were really had a wonderful together upon our childhood moments. I still remember, when we were 10 years old, we played together, we giggled together. But the only thing that i couldn’t get is, why’re you forget those moments?

Not to mention about the most painful sentence he had ever gave to me. I received this just now through Facebook, ‘sorry, i don't know you’. He didn’t know that i was looking all around for him for 5 years and now, he forget me. ‘Great’, wasn’t it?

Now, i’m starting to feel useless for being one of your childhood mate.

Jan 28th 2011