#24

Hey peeps,

May I?

Seriously, I need someone to talk with. My heart really broke into pieces right now. I don't know what to do, I don't know who should I talk with. Blablabla, gosh. Tell me, how many do I shed my tears? I wish this issue never crossed my mind. This year, I have PMR to face with. I don't need this bullshit to watering my brain. Lol. What I'm talking about? 

When I broke up with Hakimie, I ask Liyana to call me. I've tell her every single thing. Then suddenly Liyana mentioned his name. I mean F*****. SERIOUSLY LIYANA?! What's your problem? Liyana said he's a good-looking person. I mean really? At first, I kinda thought its funny. Duhh. But here the part I really wanna share. Yes, I admit. I'm in loved with him as soon Liyana kept talk about him. Crazy right? Haih. Oh this one really make me happy, not really :')

This morning, at science lab. He sat right next to me, how happy I am? Yes, really happy. But this part, I really hate. He actually told me that he officially **** boyfriend. What a great news right? :'/ Oh God, how do you feel when person you like told you that he'd already have a girlfriend? I felt like a broken glass that can't get back together. I know I have to focus on study but I don't know why suddenly I felt like this. Maybe I should go see Puan Aizan. Maybe she can help. Err nvm. I just have to forget about it. Simple as that. *Easy to say, hard to do. 

''Every heart doesn't know so what to say what to do. Hm. I was afraid of darkness cause I felt that I was left alone. So I prayed for help to the distant million stars. Whenever you feel sad, I wanna hold you and give you a sound sleep''

Jan 11th 2011