#50

Hey peeps,

Hatred Of Being A Grown Up Girl

How weird it is when your thought brings you to the past to when you were still a little girl, and you can’t wait to be a grown up teenage girl. At that moment, we thought that it would be amazing to be such a big girl, go to high school, have a boyfriend and have lots of amazing friends. But the ugly truth is, being a grown up person has been really arduous for us.

We have been into a lot of situation when you feel like you are not good enough, you feel like you are just an ugly girl and you feel like..crying, but no one is there to make you feel better. Sometimes we’re broken but we don’t know why. We also fall for the wrong guy. It’s sad when you grow up and realize that there will always be that girl who is prettier, that girl who is more charming, and that girl who could win him over in the blink of an eye. 

For me, being a little girl have been the best moment of my life because the people around me won’t judge me just based on my appearance or how pretty i am. In that way, i could live my life to my heart’s desire.

Btw, Happy Birthday Mama! xx 

April 10th 2011