#48

Hey peeps. 

This is what I feel right now. Stress. 

Sorry I didn't update for so long. I'm too busy w my life. Yes, my life. Day by day I feel my life has coming to the end. I decided to meet Teacher Yani since I don't have anyone to share about my life with. I told Teacher Yani about everything cos I trust her. I cried when I told her about my life. Teacher Yani is so kind. She asked me to live w her for awhile. I just nodded since I don't know what I supposed to say. She bought me 4 exercises  book. She asked me to study very hard and don't end up like others. 

I did realized that I was being a lazy person. So I wanna change. Everything. I know I haven't done well in March Test. Yes, I'd regret. Another test will be on in 2 months and I wanna do right this time. I wanna score A's in Maths and Science! But I need to buy a new calculator since my brother broke the old one. Sad life. Oh Jenal's birthday is on April 4th. And Idk what present should I buy for him. Oh well. I guess I need a help from my Nyotnyot (Liyana). Toodles everyone.


Notes: Mom & Dad. I don’t do drugs. I don’t smoke. I don’t party. I don’t stay out til’ 3 AM on a weekday. I don’t skip class, but I don’t make you proud either. You’re always nagging at me because I’m not focused, because I’m chatting to a friend while completing my homework. I’m not perfect, there are kids worse than me. Why can’t you see that? I’m mad at myself for displeasing you. I’m sorry.

April 2nd 2011