#46

Hey peeps,

I feel.. abandoned.

Hey people, I am so sorry for not writing any post lately. I was in some baffle situation recently. I really want to get out from this inexplicable condition. So let’s just move on and pretend nothing had ever happened. I will start writing and posting pictures on my blog as well as answering questions like i did once ago. I really appreciate all of my followers that have understand me very well since the number of my followers didn’t drop off, i mean…everyone has their own miserable moments, the difference is just on how they could deal with the moment, am i right?

Well, there's a story I'm dying to tell you, blogger. You're the only place I can share my story with. Hm. Tell me I'm not the only one who can get sad for no obvious reason. I mean there has to be something bothering me, but I can’t figure it out. Not at the moment anyways. It’s like a gloomy feeling thats bothering me, and it keeps pestering my mind, but every time i try to figure it out my mind goes blank and i just feel heavy with so many emotions. I like that my ipod likes to get me even more emotional by playing EVERY SONG but the hyped ones that make you feel good. Its like encouraging me to be sad. I don’t understand how I can feel this way when for so long I’ve been content. hmm. 

March 15th 2011