#26

Hey peeps,

I restore myself when I'm alone

I wanna share about my two besties. I love them so much. I love them more than my girls. Sorry but that's the truth. Although their attitude like dumbass but I never forget about them. They're like my brothers to me. We used to have fun together. I miss them. I mean, I miss the old them. I miss how they teasing me,  I miss how they playing with my hair, I miss how we argue. I miss laughing with them. Haha funny right? I don't know why I miss them so much.

Well, we three in the same class you know? Before school started, I was really happy to hear that I'm in the same class with them. And I know it's totally wrong to love one of them. But I don't know what to do. I'm in loved with my own bestfriend. I can't do that. But now I really try to forget about him cause both of them already had a girlfriend. Congrats boys. 

Truth to be told, I hate to see both of you being in a relationship. Wanna know why? Because you guys ignore me. Do you know how I felt? I guess your answer is no. I can tell by seeing your face. You don't even care about me. All this time, I'm the one who acting like a idiot cause I really care about you guys. Now? I don't know. I don't care anymore. I don't care if you both wanna treat me like a fool. I deserve it. Thanks for everything. Sometimes, true friend aren't true friend at all. 


I'm not even going to get mad anymore. I'm just going to learn to expect the lowest out of the people I thought the highest of.

Jan 19th 2011