#10

Hey peeps, 

Zainal Shazzani B. Zainal Anuar

1. I broke up with Jenal again. Again and again and again. Damn it, don't you getting tired with all this bullshit? Please make it stop. I can't handle it anymore. No more pain for me. Thanks a lot. I had enough with my family problems. Now you wanna add more? I realize I was acting like a jerk but for God's sake, give me a minute to chill. Everyone has a problem that they can't share with. Please just for once, understand me. If that your final decision. I can't stop you. Your decision, your call. I'm cool with it.

Tumblr and Twitter the place I let go my emotion. They can calm myself. Good thing they exist. I don't know what should I do. Should I stay single? Yeah, I think it's a good thing to do. I can do whatever I want. Smoke, drinking, hanging out with thaa boys. Yeah, probably I should. Emm, no one will bugging me around anymore. I hope.

2. Yes I admit at first I'm the one who felt like breaking up but I don't know why I started to miss you. Well, kinda. You said you miss the old us and I've change. To telling you the truth, yes I do miss the old us but I don't get it. I've change? What that suppose to mean? Explain will ya? 10 minutes before you asking for break up, I was thinking how to fixed this damn relationship. Then I got text from you. You ask me to read msg at facebook. 


I wish you were sending about something else. But I know it's msg for break up cause Merissa already told me about it. I really confused right now. I don't know what the reason we broke up. Do you? If you do, can you tell me? You said things not working out. Is that a reason you broke up with me? Kaay, I'm totally get it. One thing, please don't act like I'm the one who caused all this and please don't said there's a better person waiting for me out there. Thanks. 

Memories are great souvenirs

Notes; Thanks for everything you gave me. You gave me a happiness that no one can get, you gave me a teddybear, you gave me a great 2 months relationship, you gave me the most precious thing that no one will ever get it from you. I wish you all the best, and take care Mokmok, Shorty, Capang, Mr. Fatty, ♥

Dec 10th 2010